today bubue no online. I really dunno what happen. She still angry me or other reason. A lot of reason that i have think. Most scary is bubue got bf. Haiz. Today i so miss her. Afternoon that time, i really let her gek sei. I sms her ask how was her flu and why no online. She reply me no online need reason de meh? Haiz. Its hurt. Bubue... How come i treat you so nice and you cannot feel it. My blog is created for you and you not even leave a comment. While choco is create for herself and you at there leave comment. Why want like this treat me? I always tell you that i have nothing to afraid. Actually i got a thing that i really afraid. Thats lost you. You know how much important you in my heart? Happy time always faster than sad time. Maybe human is 90% suffering and 10% is happiness. Cant i begging more? I really wanted you to know how much i sayang you and care you. I know this diary maybe will make you angry. But i really wish that you will have a bit space for me in your heart. Just a bit den i really satisfy le. I gan dong tian gan dong ti.. Why i cant gan dong you? I dont want linda and choco. I just want you. Just you. K la.. I want sleep le. Night. Muacks my beloved bubue.