i really not so understand about bubue. i admit it. even through i everyday chat with her. how can i do not understand her? bubue... can tell me how to make u love me? i know is fake for u that i every second also miss you. but for me is true. i really miss u. Bubue, i wonder why u cannot accept that i love you? am i really treat u that bad? just now i no mood until go sleep because i really cant imagine how much i miss u. after sleep, my brain will rest, then i wont have the miss feeling. haiz. i don't even understand u like ur cousin puma. everytime u angry, is not i who tam u happy back. is puma. am i that useless? haiz... going to birthday le... did babue know my birthday if she didnt see my blog and friendster no notice? she never ask me my birthday? why? i really dunno. maybe she dont even care about my thing? Dunno la... just dun wan think so much.Be happy always and just gambateh be the one bubue first person will think... bubue... i will never give up from loving u and my decision will not wrong. muacks bubue... love you and miss u forever.