today i really blur and stupid. i did something that really really idiot. haiz. why i will say such stuff to bubue. bubue actually i really in love with u. really de. cos i ask will u be my bf den u say cant den i really sad. i tot u like him. bubue no. im foul. im idiot. i love u. i want u beside me forever. bubue, i will make u until u love me. i believe time can change everything. bubue, i dunno what to say anymore cos i very sad. i really really very sad. please u dont with him ok? very sad now. haiz. bubue thanks for today help me edit blog. no mood la. dunno what should i type. confusing. i very scare tomolo bubue tell me she got new bf. dunno la. bb night. i love u bubue and very miss u too. wish u always beside me. muacks.