hmm.... yesterday puma ask me who is the miao miao. of cos not girl la. miao miao of cos is a cat. that day, when i wake up, den i see a miao miao in front of me and keep miao miao. the cat pregnant le. den i tot she cant go out den i hug her go out. very heavy. =.= den i cont my sleep den not longer den she jump in again. disturb i sleep den i hug her out again. third time, she still jump in and go my housemate room den my housemate shout. =.= such cute de cat also can shout. den i hug out and close window. den she cant jump in le. when afternoon, the weather change to bad, and heavy rain until rooftop of my place also blow away. just wonder the cat alright or not. yesterday my heart sour sour de. why sour sour? why i treat everyone good and in the end, everyone also forget me? am i really deserve of this? why i just did my best and didnt get the thing i want? even so easy de thing also cannot did for me? is it fair for me? is like this... im alone... im lonely. i just like mari who left by her owner. what did mari feel is wat i feel? so i very like the video. even the animal also can treat so good to human den why human cant treat animal nice? i have see alot of tragedy between human and animal. use boiling water to pour on the cat. what is this???!!! if the cat pour boiling water on u. what will u feel? haiz... i have no eyes to this world anymore. totally give up... no more hope it. just did my best to save how much i could...