everyone is changing. no matter who r they, all already change. actually, everyday, every hour, every second, the world is changing. not only the world. human also changing. am i change? i dunno. if yes, why it change to worst and not change to good? i very lonely. no 1 understand me. no 1 will wanna talk to me. i live in a dark. lonely lonely... why u keep stick with me? wont u go find other people and spare ur love to them. i dun need lonely love. i have enough of it. sometime i really dunno why what also will happen into this way. i try to communicate with people. but all people are running. and why leng zai talk to them, then all go stick with him? appearance really tat important? some people born to be ugly. its cannot change. so cant just give them a chance? why those has bad attitude and bad behaviour got girlfriend? why i treat people nice while all people think tat im alien that r freaking scary? cant they just treat me nicer?