Few day no write blog le because moody. she still dun wan talk to me. what can i do? is that kronus that nice? is that u really wanna block me? what did i did wrong? i did my best to cheer u but u still give me no respond. is that i desire for it? who can feel my feeling? who can understand my situation?

bubue... pain ma gastric? why today dun wan eat? who gek u? why suddenly dun wan eat food? gastric very painful de le. if keep depend on medicine den it still will ruin ur healthy le. bubue, punctual eat ur food. do not delay or skip unless puasa. u not malay right? den no need puasa lo. even through the food is not delicious. maybe try eat white rice with nugget or sausage. milo with biscuit also very delicious right? bubue... must eat. no eat den pain again. while pain, very san fu right? so u got eat den wont pain la. u gastric i sam tong le. k la. bye bye bubue. muacks.. love u and miss u

Haiz... she really hopeless to me already. can someone tell me wat can i do?

i really dunno. dunno how to let u know how much i sayang u. today u whole day no talk to me. scold also dun have. am i hopeless in ur heart? am i really that worst in ur heart? am i really not worth to let u forgive? today i keep disturb choco, wish her will help me on asking u to forgive me. even i call her jie. she still dun wan help me. who can help me? can someone tell me how to make her know that i really care about her? just now sms her. want care her. she tell me that she very tired dun wan argue? i come to sek her but she think like this. haiz.. nvm la. i still have to try my best. love u always and miss u always. wish u will forgive me. bb bubue muacks

Hmmm... never give up, never surrender and try ur best to do the thing den u will get wat u deserve. why i suddenly say so? hmmm... today i got kitchen class. my group have 4 people but out of 2 did not come. which mean 1 person prepare 1 recipe. need wash and cut and measuring bla bla a lot la. although less people but i do it happily. because i wish 1 day i can cook for her. when chef give mark, i did not know my soup will be the best in class with my other group mate. both of us did very well. mushroom soup done le because i got use my heart to cook it. but why she still dun wan forgive me? i really sad. did i able to cook mushroom soup for her? i like she blur because she very cute. not like some other clever girl very sien. blur blur cute cute see jor also hoi sam. bubue, i love u. i miss u. can u please forgive me? feel sick le. soat throat, cold hambalang come. sien. k la night. want sleep le. night all. bubue, muacks. drink more water.

Haiz... bubue.. how many time did i want to tell u that i never have GF. i only love u. how come so ridiculous excuse u also can think it. i dunno why the problem recently keep come i also dunno why u dun believe me. HAIZ... if i got gf den i early no time to find u jor la. haiz.... k la. i got nothing to say jor. cos i say more den u think i find excuse again. bb bubue muacks

Familiar with this name? of cos la. because this is 1 of the TVB latest drama. At the beginning i dun like this drama but after i watch it long time den i realize this is a good drama. sure a lot of teenager dun like this drama. hmmm... the drama make me feel touch. i just look like ngan zhu and bubue look like mei yi. actually ngan zhu really correct. no matter how hard he try still got no good ending because mei yi just like match with other guy. even how hard i try to make bubue understand how much i love her and sek her i still wont get the good ending because she dun even wanna know how much i love her and sek her. she just keep ignore me. maybe she searching for her real prince and the person is not me. why i wanna say this drama not so suit to teenager? because teen think that love is base on appearance and not heart. what more can i say? she still dun wan forgive me. will she love me? this question only she know. i try my best to get her heart. i wish she know it. i love u and miss u. wish u will understand me...

today i got some strange question for you all. 1st, how to become a good guy. Can anyone tell me how to become a good guy? I no smoke, no drink. Got sayang her, care her, love her, protect her and many others. Am i a bad guy? Why she keep say im bad guy? Did i really that bad? I love her but did she love me? Just now i know her hp no credit den i give her some. She never thanks me but say im bad guy. I did like this also bad? Den can some one tell me what is good? I really dunno at all. Can someone teach me? K la. I super tired. Bye and night all.. Love you miss you and please dont hurt me

bubue... recently u always sad. can i know what happen? can i know what ur heart think? can i know ur secret? i wish to be ur loyal listener. i wish i can understand u more. bubue... evan forever love u. muacks. love u and miss u too. drink more water ba cos recently weather sot de.

omg... bubue really cold to me today. she keep ask me dun find her. why like this? haiz. bubue, i love you so of cos i will always beside u even u bad mood. i wont run away because u bad mood or what 1. bubue, the phone is not worth for u to angry 1 and the phone wont so easy corrupt de. so dun worry la. bubue, got something to tell u. i havent sleep even through now already 5am cos i just finish reformat computer. today i tot u hate me until dun wan talk to me. den puma tell me tat ur mom make u angry. bubue, u can tell me anything u want to me de. even u feel sad, unhappy, down or whatever u also can tell me. i dun mind listen more from u cos u r my most important person in my heart. just wish u dun so angry la. very tired no mood talk le. night bubue. muacks. i love u i miss u and i wanna be with u

today is bubue birthday. Happy birthday to bubue. Today i should happy de. How come im not happy at all? I really dunno why. Maybe everyone is giving bubue present while im not. I really dunno what should i give her. I tot only her girl de friend give her present den i force myself to say nvm. But just now i ask puma.. Puma tell me that got guy give him present. Still got confess summore. Did anyone know how i feel? Sure no 1 know. If you like a person, when he or she birthday den you want to grab this opportunity to make relationship become closer den you give present. He or she refuse to accept and accept other person. What will you feel? Same heart pain as me? I just feel like im totally nothing in her heart. My heart super painful. Did any 1 know it? Haiz.. Past le. Over 12 le. This year cannot den next year ba. Sure got 1 day can make her feel touch so that she will know i forever love her and forever sek her. Wish she also will love me. Night all. Bubue.. Love you and miss you too.. Sleep tight and sweet dream.

No... Cannot. No... Cannot. Why bubue keep tell me this? Why i cant give her a present? Is that my present too cheap? Or she totally no feel to me? Why keep say those to me. Its so damn hurt me. today she lam lam tam tam treat me. Totally out of my expectation. How come will become like this? My expectation is she finish exam maybe will treat me nicer. But why finish exam den colder den exam that time? Why what also dun what tell me? I also wont even say her annoying. Why she wont tell me what she need? Why everytime her stuff i need get info from puma? She know i will call her on midnight den she off phone. Haiz.. Bubue.. Give me a chance to say happy birthday to you ba. Haiz.. Nvm la. I say here ba.. Bubue.. Happy birthday to you. You want what present den tell me ba. Today got bit not feeling well. Night. Muacks bubue. I love you and miss you. Wish you will change it and treat me nicer.

what is love? Love is 2 person who really like each other and willing to face and share problem and happiness together. Of cos la. This only a part of love definition. Today college stuff really make me angry. But when back home see bubue so happy. I also happy. When you see the person you like is happy, eventually you will also happy. Bubue today get her phone and she feel very happy with it and keep laugh. Maybe also because tomorrow is her final day exam and going birthday le. She today keep zzz to me. What is zzz mean? I make her feel bored. She bo feel to me? I too useless? I cant cheer her? I cant make her happy? Alot of possible excuse i have think. But i dunno which 1 is in her heart answer. I just wanna be with her and together get thru till the end of our life. Did i able to make her love me? Can someone tell me how to make her feel touch to me? Talk other ba.. Today yuin online. She suddenly pm me say she sad cos bf say her aeroplan. Maybe her bf just joke. She tell me tat she want plastic surgery. Breast implant. == walao... Need or not o. If bubue want, i also wont let. I wont let my dear get any of this unnecessary pain. Small breast den small la. Nothing what. Actually i also dunno bubue big or not. I just know i love her and im not love sex. Wish bubue know i really sek her. I Just stop here ba. Tomorrow got class. Night all who see what i write. Bubue... Good luck ya in your exam. Evan love you most and miss you most. Muuuaaaccckkksss...

chance... Is very important to everyone. If a person has a chance to promote in his career. He sure will appreciate. I also want a chance in bubue accept me. But i really dunno why she just keep push me to other girl. Did she love me? Did she care me? Today i ask puma.. What should i do so that bubue will accept me. I got give my opinion. She just reply me.. LAME. i just want bubue go out with me. Den we can shopping, dinner, movie or something. Like this really lame. If she boring den invite me play. I also will go. Or ask me go out and talk. I will very happy. Why everytime i ask her go out, she keep reject me? The way i ask interprete? Or i too ugly? Or i too poor? Or what? Or i really hopeless? Cant chase her? I just want a chance so that i can prove to her that i really do love her. Honestly i never paktoh before. Haiz. What should i do in order to make her love me? Her birthday coming soon le. And i dun have any present to give her. Sure deduct mark. Haiz.. Can someone tell me wat should i do? Any opinion please share with me. I really need it. Ok la. I stop here le. Bubue.. I love you and i miss you. Wish you will love me and miss me too then i really will extremely happy le. Muacks..

today is a sad day. i watch one of my favourite movie, ice age 3 also not happy. maybe i really dun have the mood to watch it. haiz... bubue angry me le. just now puma tell me that bubue headache and she dun wan sleep. my heart was so pain. just feel like hug her tight tight go to bed and sleep. dun let her play comp. i really very care her. i dunno she know or not. haiz. what can i do? i heard puma say she headache until grab puma hand so tight. haiz. sad la. bubue, i wish i can replace puma and let u grab my hand. even until my bone crack. i also feel worth. bubue, can u forgive me? i really tam sam u la. and next time, less computer can? i scare u will headache more. night bubue, i wish u will no more headache. muacks. love u and miss bubue forever.

No No No... bubue today keep say no to me. kinda sad de. but this is not so sad to me. the most sad is she block me msn. actually i want the pic for some purpose only. i feel so sorry that i force her til make her not happy. what i can say now is nothing. because it already happen. i very miss her now. until dunno how to say la. very sad. haiz. no mood to talk la. just wanna personally tell bubue something. bubue, u r always the most important person to me. i love u. i miss u. i really do. if without u, my life just like now. keep haiz. with u, i really happy. i wish i can be with u forever and ever. bubue, i very love u and very miss u. muacks. night. no mood early sleep. bb to everyone who see my blog

today normal day for me. Just bit sien go college. Settle up something and still my boring day. Because my day without bubue. Today i shocked bubue study. I dunno what happen she study but i think the day have something happen? Maybe science second paper too difficult? But i trust bubue intelligent ba. Haha.. I over worry. Day by day.. My love getting much. I scare 1 day i really cant control. She is too nice and too cute to me. Hmmm... 1 more thing. I have to worry is bubue want birthday le. What should i give her? How i give her. Alot of problem just keep come to me. I have to 1 by 1 to settle it. But its all worth because if i can with her. Its really worth. Late le. Cant sleep. Stare at sky... Miss bubue. Hmmm... If she know i havent sleep sure angry de. But i cant sleep le bubue because i miss you. K la. I want try sleep again. Later got class. Night dear. I love you. Later geographic... Gambatte... I know you can do it. Muacks... Miss you too.

today is the bubue 1st day pmr. Bubue say her essay out of topic le so she very scare that she will fail. I already persuade her not to scare cos i believe she will pass. I have enough confident with her. Actually i kinda sad le because i see i like de girl sad den of cos i sad la. I cant do anything to her. I feel like i so useless. Haiz. Today she very quite. Always dont want reply. Den suddenly puma use her comp to tell me that maybe kronus got feeling to her. When i listen it. I feel super sad. How come this world got so many girl den you just want bubue. Bubue is mine. No matter what, i wont give her to anyone cos she belong to me. Hope what puma say is fake la. She really down today. Keep thinking that whether she will fail or not. Make me so tam sam to her. Bubue actually today just 1st day. You still got 4 day. Gambatte ba. Forget the essay k? Dont worry about it. Bubue sometime very warm very nice sometime a bit cold le. I really scare she will with tat guy la. 2 day no sleep nicely le. Keep headache. If love angel can shoot an arrow to me and an arrow to her den nice le den she will love me. K la. Dont want say le. Tomorrow got class. Wish bubue tomorrow know do all the question. Gambatte bubue and dont forget i love you and 24 hour miss you. Wish really got the day that can beside you kiss you. Muacks. And remember eat lunch. Omg.. Getting 38 le. T.T night. Dont call me uncle or daddy or old man and others please. Cos i care you and love you.

i really what can i say jor. maybe tanjong rambutan really my home. i really too bai chi. where got guy like me de. but i super super really really regret le. dunno la. today no matter win or lose dota also no feeling jor. just no mood to play. even cf also same. no mood mean no mood even force by friend. haiz. what also no mood. tarc also bully me de. keep class cancellation. so like to cancel den just close it la. dont open the course better la. i really care bubue le. very miss her now. haiz... tomolo is her pmr exam day. i only can wish her get the result she want and give her my luck even my luck left not much but i really love her den share my luck with her also nvm ba. bubue... i cant lost u... please come back to me can? bubue night. i want sleep le. bb muacks i miss u and i love u too. seksek gambateh on pmr ya. try ya best.

today i really blur and stupid. i did something that really really idiot. haiz. why i will say such stuff to bubue. bubue actually i really in love with u. really de. cos i ask will u be my bf den u say cant den i really sad. i tot u like him. bubue no. im foul. im idiot. i love u. i want u beside me forever. bubue, i will make u until u love me. i believe time can change everything. bubue, i dunno what to say anymore cos i very sad. i really really very sad. please u dont with him ok? very sad now. haiz. bubue thanks for today help me edit blog. no mood la. dunno what should i type. confusing. i very scare tomolo bubue tell me she got new bf. dunno la. bb night. i love u bubue and very miss u too. wish u always beside me. muacks.

today i feel bored den suddenly feel like wanna change my blog skin. actually before i also want to change already but dunno why today determination very high so finally successfully changed. bubue and i choose the blog skin are so so so pretty. i really shocked how come whatever she find de skin all also so pretty especially this 1. really really shocked. bubue thanks you for helping me choose and edit the blog. muacks. bubue is really a super nice girl. hmmm... she is so so so sweet. honestly i really did not lie. she really is a good girl. so far i havent found any girl like her that is so nice to me. but bubue want exam le got a bit tam sam for her. 7/10 is a 1st day of pmr. 2 more days den pmr le. she so clever den should be no problem gua. but how clever also will tam sam abit geh ma because i really do care her. so just wish bubue all the best in her exam ba. muacks... actually bubue, u r really very cute. super kawayii le. =.= omg. late le. promise bubue want early so night night all and night night bubue. i love u and i miss u too. wish tomorrow can see u online. muacks...

People say earth doom day is at 2012 but my doom day is tomorrow. T.T why so fast? haiz... my wrong la. da mouth so bad. keep curse people. people keep keep keep a lot den 1 time boom. kamikaze. watashi wa die desu. T.T now really jialat le. T.T too over le this time. now think back also scare. puma forgive me can? dun angry lar. i dun dare step u liao. bubue today very sweet. xD make me so happy. of cos other day also sweet la. but today dunno why, suddenly very happy. maybe this call chi ma kan gua. so so so wish bubue can be my gf and my wife den i really forever happy le. bubue, i love u. muacks. want sleep le. promise u early sleep sure do it muacks. miss u and see u in dream. and sorry puma.

hmm... just watch back full metal alchemist. i keep think if i sacrifice 1 den i really will get back 1 as return? answer is no. today puma keep say kronus love bubue. haiz. what can i do? people is closer to bubue and im not. people can go her house whenever she want and im not. just now i give her the tips web, she say kronus early give her liao. am i late? haiz. actually sacrifice 1 doesnt really will get back 1 in future. in other word, what we wanted doesnt mean it will happen in that way. hmmm... sad. always sad. always super sad. haiz. so good de gal who dun like le. even me, i also like la. haiz. so sorry today early abit write blog cos no mood do anything just got mood to blogging. arigato all who listen my lecture.

sometimes, something cannot joke de. over joke only will like me now. bubue till now havent forgive me le. what can i do? even myself also dunno. while typing blog and listening some slow and romantic song is really feel very nice. today bored bored de. without bubue de day really boring la. just like the previous me, boring life. bubue is very important to me but i dunno whether i in her heart is important or not. just wish can forever be with her. haiz. what now i just wish she can forgive me. bubue i love u. muacks. soon pmr le. gambateh muacks night miss ya

today is my 1st time taste earthquake. malaysia have earthquake le. just small 1 la. hmm... i can feel the shake of my chair while i siting in front of computer xD. i tot i got my grandfather disease that will always faint. lucky my bro tell me is earthquake. The world are gonna doom. i should appreciate what i have and go get what i want. today i really want talk to bubue de. a lot of thing in my mind la. just she angry me. haiz... just because i say she bully me. =.= i wanna share my earthquake feeling with her. but she seems dun wan share with me. maybe she dun even feel that got earthquake. a lot of people say maybe year 2012 is a doom day to earth. now to year 2012 only left 2 year and 3 month also 822 days. its a short time le. dunno in this period, i be able to chase bubue or not? just now, i tell my friend gonna doom day. if so fast die jor den ur bubue how? den i say of cos hug her till the end of my time la. this is my wish. xD. i dream again. bubue, forgive my bad that say u bully me. let evan sek sek bubue. muacks bubue. night i love you and miss ya. wish everything is going well.